" You are the music while the music lasts.. "

Dear Aunt Agony;


Alicia Christine Zephyr
An aspiring musician/singer.
Is not so sane.
Remember: Dream as if you'll live forever, and live as if you'll die tomorrow.

Hello Beautiful;

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C'mon, give me some looove



Saturday, May 29, 2004
hey there.. nothing new happening. just bored. and tired. so irritating. oh well. im glad my parents arent mad at me for my abysmal results. thank god. yup. gotta work damn hard already la. and i thought they'd be screaming at me. and chasing me to do my work everyday. dammit. gotta go for some lame science camp on monday and tuesday. what a waste of time. haii. oh well. just.. haii~ confused la. i really don't know what's going on anymore. i'm always getting manipulated by other people. people always make use of me. they use my weaknesses and then they use me. after that they throw me away. what the hell is this man. then dammit la. freak la. i cannot let them make use of me anymore. everyon'e been telling me i'm being made use of. and why the hell is that? i'm stupid, i'm weak. i'm just a piece of shit.

--Aunt Agony at 10:16 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
heyyyyyyya. feeling damn sick now. just woke up. can't speak. can't hear properly. feel very numb. im like aching everywhere. don't know what happened. was still "fine" when i went to church this morning. i just had a sore throat and cant hear myself. now my inner ear pain man. haha. then feel like puking. oh well. everything's okay so far. nothing much happened. sorry man nigel, couldn't go to your church today. my mother didn't allow me. she gave me some crap that sunday is time for family. what family time? its like what. 3/4 of the day my brother is not in, and 1/2 the day my dad is out. so yeah. haha. oh well. yup. shicks man~ checking math, science and literature paper tomorrow.. oh man. i screwed all the papers up. sigh. oh well. just hope that i scrape through. sighh. yup. went to christ the king church today. not bad la. the sermon made a lot of sense -duh- aiya better than my church's one. lol no offence but yeah. that's how it is. then went out for lunch at the food court. then headed back home. didn't see my brother for the whole day. then my dad just came back from his walk. oh yeah. i so need to improve in badminton. real bad. cos now i really suck at it. even my dad says so. gotta work hard sia. wanna hire a personal coach. anyone wanna join me? lol. i need to go look first. but i hope i really improve like soon. cos i need to. now my strokes, footwork and everything sucks. haiya. that's why the need of a coach get it? lol yeah. k, anyone interested, mail me or tag me.

--Aunt Agony at 6:03 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
yo! wazzup.. nothing much la. ehh thanks greg for the thingy* lol. yup yup. thanks so much man. yup yup.. exams are finally over! math fried my brain like totally. it sucks okay. haha. yeahh. evil math teachers. oughta send them to hell. yeah. nothing much happened. went to ctk! yeah lol nice mass arh tdy. tsk. al you toot. haha nice talking to you tdy man. we sure catched up on a lot of stuff huh. yup yup. so boreeeed. yeah. darlie toothpaste. i updated already ah. hahaha. i got no life hor, so don't blame me hor. IM GONNA WATCH VAN HELSING! yet again. "nobody knows how to kill dracula." ok gtg now byee.

--Aunt Agony at 7:08 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
heyy! dang blogger has a new layout. yeesh. feels so weird. anyway gotta live with it. yup. feeling damn bored now. one of the few times where i felt bored online. cos im not much of a comp game fan yeah. so thats why i feel damn bored la. oohh yeah. mugged tdy. so damn fun! we talked a lot of crap and did work la. we did work for 2 hours then talk crap for 3 hours. fun right? lol. yeahh so rawks man. and.. -drum rolls- I'M FINALLY GOING TO PLAY BADMINTON AFTER ONE WEEK!!!! GOSH ALLELUIA! woohoo~ its been so long since i played badminton. i think i can't even do service already. sigh. yup. and two more papers left to freedom. JUST 2 MORE!!! WAHOOO! sorry i'm high. yup. tomorrow's lit. i so gotta do well for lit. then day after is math. hope i'll be able to recall my math stuff. cos my math sucks. and it actually was my best subject last year. yeesh. from a2 down do c6. arrrhh. don't care la. just work hard! work hard then play hard. yeahh man. cooool. that rawks. sheesh. have not blogged for a long time man. thank god i have my friends if not i'd be a sourplum now. like on first may. lol. yeahh! all thanks to you la mel. thankew!! mwah~ lol eee. yup. thanks mel. yo ho ho. nothing much happened la. i didn't study hard for the mid years. no motivation. i love badminton. badminton's my world. i love basketball too. not much of my world. but i love badminton better. heh heh. gonna mug again tmr. sooooooo fun. i love it man. haha. yup. 2 more to go.. yahooo. k then. guess i'd be going. take care yall.

--Aunt Agony at 5:51 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
what. do i look like i care? no. do i sound like i care? no. above all, do i care? hell no! i don't know, don't care, and i don't give a damn. yeah. so what's with this huh, i'm someone whom you vent all your anger on. WOW. you wanna piece of me? you know how bad is it, to have your past memories to keep haunting you? and you want me to see a psychiatrist??? hell no. cos' i dont need no psychiatrist, and most of all, i don't need to be reminded of how trashy i am, thank you very much. you don't know how i feel. what i've been through. cos YOU DON'T KNOW A DAMN THING ABOUT WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON! i've been trying to avoid the topic and there you are. remindin' me. thank you so much i appreciate it you know what i mean. yeah i look like a drug addict. i know that. i am disrespectful. i know that too. but that's all the respect you're gonna get from me you hear? cos you never did respect me, or the decisions i make. so what now. you can chuck me out of the house for all i care you know.
studying. i am studying just that you don't see it! you both come back home like what 10, 11 pm? and what now you let him come back home at 3 am in the morning! and when i come back at 8-9 pm, you scold me! i am old enough to take care of myself you know that. and if i get sick, its my business, not yours. now you bar me from my interests. you want me to be some academic freak. i'm not goin' to accept that you know, you wait and see.

--Aunt Agony at 12:47 PM
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